simplicity.

2006-07-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

please note.
i've moved to http://hide_andseek.livejournal.com
and my photolog is ;
http://-fixyou.blogspot.com

THANNNKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!

2006-07-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

bonchet princess.

sidekick

2006-06-11T01:00:00.000+08:00

superman returns with a side-kick!

2006-05-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

i know i'm suppose to update photos here.
but, HEHEHEHEHE.

later la okay?

love fool

2006-05-06T20:23:00.000+08:00

my blog is mozzila firefox unfriendly.
for my life updates, please proceed to;
hide-andseek

i think i'm gonna turn my blogspot to a photolog.
tatatititutu.

oceans & rivers

2006-05-02T20:16:00.000+08:00

there's this bunch of nutcases i see every sunday mornings.
we spend 4 1/2 hours together in one class.
haha. the crazy people from my religious class.

there's 8(actually, 9 cause we just got a new classmate, imran. he isn't in the crowd yet. haha. so make that just 8) of us.
split evenly and nicely; 4 boys and 4 girls.
the best part is that we're all from different so-called walks of life.
our class is really diverse.
from different institutions(?).
let's list them down.

there's 2 in secondary school.
ilya - currently in st. marg's doing her o'levels.
hanif - currently in mayflower, also doing his o'levels.

then we have the smarties(proven. haha.)
nadzirah - currently in JC1 at raffles junior college.
latifah - currently in JC1 at anglo-chinese junior college.

the other sort of smartie.
aHmad - currently in ngee ann polytechnic, year1 doing business IT (if i'm not mistaken.)

moving on.
syaiful - currently in ite bedok doing i'm not so sure what course he's doing.

and so on.
rahmat - enrolling into LaSalle in july doing Art & Design (if i'm not mistaken. it slipped my mind.)

and lastly.
hafiza(which is me. hahaha!) - enrolling into SHATEC in june doing hotel management.

the last two (me and rahmat) who're currently not in school, are working. doing office work.
cool right.

something about us.
since we are a small class, we get together during break and crap a hell lot.
everyweek, we have a topic to talk about.
like last last sunday's topic was; everything happens for a reason.
haha. and yes, it does.
something happened, somewhere along the way. and PHEW!
nobody found out about what happened.
HAHAHAHA.
the thing is that all 8 of us were there when THAT something happened la.

anyway, last sunday's topic was; love is blind.
haha. cause we were talking about the controversial gossips about siti nurhaliza is with dato' K.
dato' K buying for siti some big shot CARS.
but, to think of it. siti nurhaliza can afford by those using her own money.
HAHAHA.
true?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSs.

they are good entertainers. brightening up my sunday mornings.

data transfer

2006-04-29T01:11:00.000+08:00

work today was okay.
i texted muhaimin after work.
long time never talk to that sexy-eyes-guy.
something about his eyelashes.
boy entrancers.
haha.
he's doing well in architecture.
hahaha.

had cookies today.
yummyummyumm.
i'm superdysuper hungry right now.

lynn texted just now.
haha. the usual i-miss-you-la-next-week-go-out-okay-go-beach-also.
hahhaa.

i'm super bored to death right now.
and super hungry.
i wanna eat cake.
okay, i don't know what i wanna eat.

my life is bloody mundane.
LALALALLA

2006-04-26T21:01:00.000+08:00

i must say. the pictures quite clear. hahhhaha.

low

2006-04-26T19:43:00.000+08:00

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

- Fort Minor : Where'd You Go

at a low

2006-04-26T19:40:00.000+08:00

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

- Fort Minor : Where'd You Go (chorus)

2006-04-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

i miss cooking.
LIKE HONESTLY.

3 entries in one day.
i must be superdooper restless.

soy GOOOOOOOOOD

2006-04-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

i was drinking tau huay(?) just now.
just remembered something random just now.
when i was younger, i never really favoured drinking soya bean milk from the can.
now, thinking back.
both is the same right.
soya bean.
haha.

i love my SOYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

service excellence

2006-04-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

like britney spears once sang;
she's so lucky, she's a star.

heh. cheesy, super cheesy.
HAHA.

i'm uber tired.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

catch a falling star

2006-04-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

i totally splurged today.
a new pair of shoes.
and a clutch bag.
nippy noodles!

both of them i've been eye-ing for oh-so-long.
for that particular pair of MELISSA shoes, NOVO said all the outlets had no more stock of that particular shoe.
for my size, that is.
that was last month.
so, i actually brush that thought of having that pair of shoes.
since, there isn't anymore my size.
after walking around metro twice, finding for the bag.
i just casually went in NOVO. to just check out that particular shoe.
and it was on display.
AND IT WAS IN MY SIZE!
i would have jump for joy.
but, i was alone. so, forget it.
hahaha. after contemplating for sometime (okay, that's total bull. i told myself i'm gonna get it if i found it in my size.), i GOT it.
it looks super cool la.
super retro-fied. [:

i still thought about the bag though.
i finally found it at OG orchard point.
i nearly didn't get to find it because i wanted to give up at centrepoint.
my legs were aching like ACHING uh!
i finally found it.
it was the last piece, and i couldn't care less!!!!!!!!!

hehe. i'm a happy girl.
like faisal said; "thank your lucky stars."
hehe. tomorrow will also be another lucky day.
and hopefully this other LUCKY day will come.
just waiting for it to come.
oh please please please.

okay taraaa all.
i seriously have no idea what else to blog about.
just that, i'm only gonna get my pay on monday.
one week later, man.
what is this.
just as long before the 26th, i'm a-ok!
taraaa!

cruising

2006-04-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

i wanted to blog about something.
but when i got to this page, i was thinking ;
WHAT IN THE WORLD I WANT TO BLOG ABOUT?
heh. precisely.
life's super mundane right now.
other than working from 11am to 530pm 5 days a week.
and then comes the weekends.

saturdays are flexible.
anything can happen.
stay in or stay out.
splurging or pigging out.

sunday mornings; preoccupied with madrasah.
after class, it depends on what's on next.
reach home.
watch the O.C.
or something.

as for today, after the O.C and grey's anatomy.
i slept the whole afternoon.
3pm to 7pm.
4 hours of afternoon nap.
i didn't know what else to do already.

lalala. am bored to the core.

sha la la

2006-04-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

i listen to sebast lunch show on power 98, nearly everday.
and everytime when he ends his show he will have this HAPPY THOUGHT.
and then he'll play the chorus of that HAPPY song.
on wednesday the happy thought came from an anonymous person.
sebastian read it out.
it went like ;

the greatest test of a relationship is to disagree but still hold hands.
agreements make love easy ;
disagreements make love strong. (:

it's proven. [:

frug

2006-04-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

am aching all over.
i'm just bored aparat from feling oaifhaugh and oahgigiry and ruskjmo and eoirbgjkfsh.
you get the idea.

i feel like having coca cola.

misused

2006-04-05T16:21:00.000+08:00

i shall go eat in awhile.
this must be late lunch/early dinner/tea.
cause i had "breakfast" at one plus.
this is what happens when i don't go to work.

beep.

2006-04-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

i believe in a a thing called ;
FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

unoriginal

2006-04-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

oh hello!
you're still here?
very goood!

had a productive outing with miss norhafizah today.
fishball noodle, MUST HAVE LA.
if you see her face, you see fishball noodle.
i was waiting for her at bugis mrt station, when i saw this makcik whining so irritatingly away.
her husband was there too.
and the husband was being so calm.
it was quite an awful sight/sound when the makcik whined.
REALLY!

after lunch we caught a movie, fragile.
hahaha. it's a actually a scary movie.
but, we actually laughed in that movie.
must have been our antics.
HAHHAHHA. super funny.

after that, we hopped on the train towards city hall.
walk through city link.
then hafizah saw a primary school friend of hers.
her friend commented,"eh!kau pun punk ke apa? gothic eh?"
something like that.
HELLO. fizah was just wearing some purple top, knee length skirt, her BROTHER'S converse shoes and sported black nail polished nails.
DOES THAT MEAN SHE'S PUNK? GOTH?

can't a normal person just be normal without being labelled punk goth etc etc etc?
fizah just felt like wearing chucks, and she just happened to paint her nails black.
i like chucks and i like black nail polished nails too.
does that mean i'm a punk or goth?
do hafizah or me or any other NORMAL people WITHOUT a concept have to carry a placard saying ;
"I'M NOT PUNK/GOTH ETC. I JUST FEEL LIKE WEARING WHAT I'M WEARING TODAY. PLEASE DO NOT LABEL ME."
come on guys.
i know it's a SO-CALLED trend to be punk/emo/blablablabla nowadays.
but, does everybody have to be that?
why can't anybody wear chuck taylors/jack purcells just because he/she likes the shoes and not because he/she has a concept?
i've seen different kinds of people wearing those shoes.
i have some cheena-fied friends who has a few pairs of chucks.
they are SOOOO not punk.
they sing along to jay zhao, westlife, A1 etc.
you think they are goth just because they wear those type of shoes?
fred perry polo t's are no longer worn by just rudeboys only.
i've seen pakcik/uncle/ahpek/middle-aged man/working man wearing fred perry polo t's.

okay, that's just about enough.

2006-03-30T02:48:00.000+08:00

i forgot what i wanted to update here.

amigo

2006-03-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

i was just telling faisal aboout a particular photo of fathin grinning like that. and i happened to chat with my sister online and saw her display photo.
AND THIS IS THE PHOTO, i was telling faisal about.

SUPER CUTE LA!!

bartos

2006-03-25T16:50:00.000+08:00

been watching table tennis since i woke up.
didn't know they were that good.
i mean the singapore players la.

other than that. did nothing.
i can't seem to bring myself to read anne frank.
cause everytime i start reading 1-2 pages, my eyes feel all droopy.
the book is not at all boring.
it's goody goody good.

super bored to death.
i haven't gotten my haircut.
i need a stress reliever.
i'm suppose to work from 10-8 on monday.
abang shafiq is bullying me.
HAHAHA.

just can't help it.
i just felt like pampering you.
but, well.
i know how you feel.

soundtrack

2006-03-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

i can't seem to find the pianist by wladyslaw szpilman.
i seriously dunno how to pronounce his name.
not at MPH, BORDERS nor the library.
yesterday, i was browsing through the history section at Borders.
i just love history la.
haha.
you guys know that Anastasia movie.
yup, the cartoon one.
HONESTLY, how many of you guys thought it's just another cartoon some production house made?
truthfully, i thought so.
BUT, THERE'S REALLY ANASTASIA. LIKE PRINCESS ANASTASIA.
daughter of the tsar of russia.
and yes. since there IS anastasia. there WAS a ramanov empire.
there'S also RASPUTIN, please!
i was so damn amazed.
hahaha. wanted to buy the book.
but, my bag was heavy enough.
haha.

today, i went library.
haha. went to the history section.
i can't help it.
i wanted to borrow that nazi germany and jew bla bla book.
forgot the title la!
but it was DAMNNNNNNN thick.
and bulky.
so forget it.
i borrowed A/The Biography of Anne Frank and that bloody malay book i've been wanting to read.
ya la. i know malay. but once in awhile it's okay.
since the show was good. hahha.

i have SNAP, DONKEY, OLD MAIN, HAPPY FAMIL & UNO at home.
let's see whether brother wanna play or not.
HAHHAHAHAHA.

2006-03-20T16:07:00.000+08:00

ooh yay!
yippie!
isn't this life?
LALLALALLALALALLLAALLALALLAALLALALALLALALALALLALALA!

supernatural

2006-03-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

Sitting here stressing at 2:30am
About how fast the year can go
I wonder where it went
If we start all over again, would it really work
I know that you could be, could be, coming back to me

Mesmorised, but of thoughts of fear
Traumatised, I'm so scared to feel
Wanna stop thinking gotta get to sleep
Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet
Push the thought of you away
Do it today

I'm older than my years
Drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away, a year ago
At Christmas

You locked away your secrets
Kept them away from me
I only came to say goodbye, now you finally see
You wanna start all over again, make it work this time
But I don't wanna end up feeling far away from fine

I memorised, what you said to me
So surprised, it was hell to be
So frustrated with the way we were
Not a single word could make it work
Now look at us today
We blew it away

I'm older than my years
Drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away, a year ago
At Christmas

- Sugababes : New Year

i miss THE psycho.
there's no YOU, to keep me warm.

don't

2006-03-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

beach with natasha on thursday.
the sun, the sand the wind.
nearly fell asleep.

met faisal after that.
had dinner at kfc.
shared a table with perry and lydia.
haha.
how much i miss perry.
and the rest, of course!

then head down to esplanade to check out the indiefest.
we stayed around for awhile.
until pulse finished performing.
then walked to suntec.
faisal wanted to check out the tees at topman.
then head back home.

and nightmare starts.
started puking at 2.30am onwards.
3 cheers for food poisoning.
BLEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

never will

2006-03-16T01:34:00.000+08:00

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see, lyricstop
And you'll realise that you love me.

Yeah...
Yeah...

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the frist thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah...

yeah...
yeah...
yeah...
yeah...

- Aqualung : Strange & Beautiful (I'll Put A Spell On You)

was watching THE O.C.
this was the opening song for that particular episode.
the episode where julie cooper had that charity fund-raiser at the yatch(?).
this song was played while ryan and marissa was making out.
it's sooo.. i do not know.

i know on that day i watched that episode.
i watched charmed too, as it was before O.C.
sadddddddddd episode.
the angel of death wanted to take leo away.
i know i teared at the end.
OKAY, SHUT UP.

currently, listening to Mandy Moore : Walk Me Home.
and singing along to it.
i hold your picture next to my heart all the time.

make it

2006-03-14T00:50:00.000+08:00

ten years from now.
i wanna say;
"i'm glad it's me."

instead of;
"it could have been me."

i just want the best out of this.
but, can't just force it.

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true

just hoping. and still believing.

I STILL.

still here

2006-03-12T15:40:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna go another day,
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away,
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
And I say

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.
I got you,
We'll be making love endlessly.
I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)
Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)

So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts.
So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

- The Pussycat Dolls : Stickwitu

[:

don't wanna be

2006-03-11T18:59:00.000+08:00

the good thing about cable television is that you have a variety of shows to watch.
yesterday i watched spiderman 2 & mean girls.
today i watched dodgeball & school of rock.

i'm just super bored.
i'm starting to play neopets again.
i wish life is like playing neopets games.
i mean. you earn points and money.
i have like 30k plusplus NEOPOINTS in my bank now.
imagine if i have 30k odd in my POSB account.
SUPEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRR.

i need to spring clean my room soon.
i need to find that missing $50.
and really clean my room.

i shall go bathe now la eh.
must smell good for mr. spiderman.
SUREEEEEEEE.

editted

2006-03-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

honestly guys, DOES THIS PHOTO LOOK EDITTED? comments la please. YES OR NO?

sugar

2006-03-10T20:22:00.000+08:00

i had two sets of dreams last night.
the first dream.
i'm still wondering who the hell is that guy siah.
i'm dreaming of my dream.
totally smitten by him.
but sadly, whoever that guy is.
will only be the-whoever-that-guy-is.
i can only continue dreaming.
HAHAHAHA.

i'm freaking bored la!
i shall just continue dreaming about that guy in my dreams.
WHHHHHOOOOOOOOO AREE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU?

away from here

2006-03-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

Baby let's cruise, away from here
Don't be confused, the way is clear
& if you want it you got it forever
This is not a one night stand, baby, yeah so

Let the music take your mind, ooh
Just release & you will find
You're gonna fly away
Glad you're goin' my way
I love it when we're cruisin' together
The music is played for love,
Cruisin' is made for love
I love it when we're cruisin' together

Baby tonight belongs to us
Everything's right, do what you must
& inch by inch we get closer & closer
To every little part of each other ooh baby, yeah So

Let the music take your mind
Just release & you will find
You're gonna fly away
Glad you're going my way
I love it when we're cruisin' together
The music is played for love,
Cruisin' is made for love
I love it when we're cruisin' together

Cruise with me baby
Cruise

Baby let's cruise
Let's flow, let's glide
Ooooh let's open up, & go inside
& if you want it you got it forever
I can just stay there inside you
& love you baby,

Let the music, take your mind
Just release & you will find
You're gonna fly (away)
Yeah, I'm glad you're going my way
I love it, when we're cruisin together
The music is played for love,
Cruisin' is made for (love)
I love it, I love it, I love it
You're gonna fly away
Yeah, glad you're going my way
I love it when we're cruisin' together
(The music is played for love)
It's love music
(Cruisin' is made for love)
...& fade

- Gwyneth Paltrow & Huey Lewis : Cruisin' OST Duets

wish i

2006-03-09T15:17:00.000+08:00

entah eh, macam da malas gitu.

sink ships

2006-03-07T16:36:00.000+08:00

i don't get it sometimes.
life's just like that.

and the day is saved thanks to the powerpuff girls.

i just feel like laughing.
hehehe.

millions

2006-02-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

i didn't get to watch sweet november last night.
i watched he loves me... he loves me not (i can't remember what's the title in french).
that's only disc.
psychotic show but funkay.

i had sup kambing at adam road just now.
SUPER DY DUPER! YUMYUMYUM!
and i tasted sup lidah.
next, i shall try the brain.
AHAHAHHAH.

postings coming out this friday.
hahahaha.
please let me get EARLY CHILDHOOD.
please, please please please!

going back to MI on thursday.
cause need to return carnival coupons.
very leceh la.
but then, nevermind.
get to meet maria & syimah and everybody else.
hahahahhahaha.

i'm STILL counting down the days.
i stopped counting for one night.
BUT, all is well.
the fire is RELIGHTED. [:

well, anyway. this is the link to album.
the day i went out with fareehah, hajar and faisal.
talking about boybands and singing and dancing like orang sugguh takde kemaluan.
CLICK ME!

eternal happiness

2006-02-23T20:09:00.000+08:00

i'm counting down the days, tonight. [:

if you guys ever get hold of the copy of THE STRAITS TIMES, dated 14th February 1990, there's an article on my yai & nyai. (: HAHA. YES, i'm BRAGGING.

the article's photo. (credits to kak naz; took it from her blog.)

choke

2006-02-15T20:35:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating.
it's been a whirlwind ride.
many things came.
many things went.
literally.

i'm sorry if i hardly update.
sometimes, i just don't feel like updating happy stuff.
i miss my maternal grandparents.
there are somewhere out there.
happy with each other.
like they were when they were right here with us.
and now i think, did i get to meet my paternal grandparents before they left?

2006-02-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

i thought i was no longer angry at myself.
for things i've done.
thinking back, i just kept that anger inside.
till i forgot about it.
suddenly, i'm just angry at myself again.
i'm kidding.
not suddenly.
just.. ya.

across the universe

2006-02-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

PICTURE OF THE DAY!

dressing room frenzy at giordano : hdb hub. my boyf; the camwhore!

dance dance

2006-02-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

hello.
i skipped school today.
haha. sick.
damn lazy la.

let's blog about mohamad faisal.
or better still. my boyfriend; the camwhore.
he hogs the camera like nobody's business.
takes every opportunity to use the camera.
everytime he tries on something at the changing room.
he is sure. to take some photos.
hogger.
camewhore.
everything else la.
arse.

oh whatever.
i'm stil ecstatically happy.
despite the fact i only got on A&F top today.
i want more A&F and PF tops, ah!
value for money.
yumyum.

they are coming home! in less than 24hrs! YAYYYY!

2006-01-31T01:51:00.000+08:00

relight my fire.

light my fire

2006-01-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

i'm bloated and i can't breathe properly.
i had adventures today.
but, it feels so out of place.

tomorrow

2006-01-24T19:02:00.000+08:00

what did i do in school today?
first 2 periods were maths.
HAHA. let's skip that part la, darlings.

after that had one period of break.
had mee soto!
okay la, not bad.

after break, had economics with selina wee.
didn't do the article thingy.
so, she asked those who didn't do, to do during that time.
haha. so we did.
i did. wrote rather crappy stuff. which i think might be sensible.
and the bell rang!
off me go to LT 3 for history with miss nora.

during history, we had to do some group work.
compare communism and democracy.
based on political, economical and social factors.
group consisted of muhaimin, fauziah, aini and me.
after that, had break again.
cause we end at 3 today.

i ate again.
i was bloooooody hungry.
had chicken chop chop chop.
while my other friends were busy doing the literature assignments.
which in the end madam za did not go through.

during literature, we presented our group work.
on tone, imagery and diction.
based on the two poems.

after literature, had gp.
today's topic was marriage.
very interesting indeed.
why a marriage fails, why marriage work.
then it boils down to. SEX.
haha. superbly funny.

so, nowadays.
life is all about school school school.
HAHA.
taraa.

universe

2006-01-18T17:45:00.000+08:00

school has been OHHHHHHH SOOOOOOOO FINEEEEEEEE!
fabfabfab.

lectures and tutorials have been good.
history lectures and tutorials have been good.
both miss nora's and mr lee's.
mr lee, takes a very long time to think.
we asked him which country practice theocracy, and he thought for nearly like 3 minutes then gave us the answer.
literature tutorials are wayyyyyyyyyy fun than lectures.
the lecture theatre is so packed everytime when there's a lecture.
but i only like literature tutorials with madam zarina.
i don't like that other woman.
whatever her name is, i don't care.
and tomorrow my class gonna have her tutorial.
BORING.

today, i understood some stuff about economics.
because all this while, i couldn't understand a single thing.
hahaha.
anyway, i don't really favour mrs selina weeee.
i prefer mr pillai.
more laidback, but good.

today, had PE.
run up the slope, run down the slope.
up the steps, down the steps.
did stretching, push ups, sit ups, crunches.
whatever not.
tiring but actually fun uh.
we ended our session with star jumps.
funkayy.

my class is superbly awesome.
my class rep, hasyimah.
is one noisy woman.
haha. VERY sociable. really!
then go aishah, maria, farhana, fauziah, aini, simone, samantha, michelle, elizabeth.
bla bla bla.
then we got goshi, the jepun. really.
haha. then, got perry koh, the gigolo.
hahaha.
and with a home tutor, like mr lee jake hooi.
class chaotic laa.
mr lee is like super lembut laaa.
and i like the way he do his hand gestures in conjunction with "point of view"

today, took 985 instead of the usual 157 cause i woke up slightly late.
i boarded the bus, and i saw amos.
at least got friend la.
too walk in school and all.
then i happened to saw fadzil.
wanted to text him, but then he was sleeping.
so didn't wanna kacau him la.
he only saw me when alighting the bus.
funny la that guy.
yesterday, whole day from morning till school ended, messaged him.
and i only saw him when i was walking out from school.
today, talked more with him la.

haha. long entry i must say.
haven't been blogging.
don't feel like it and also tired.
haha. till next time.
(((((:

shareholders

2006-01-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

i have no idea what to blog about.

it's been cold cold cold.
today, i had maths.
and i didn't understand a single thing
so, i slept.
HAHAHA. yippie.

had economics for last period.
there were only 12 people in the class.
cause majority went to LT4.

blablablabla.

get this right

2006-01-10T00:45:00.000+08:00

did i tell you that i had dinner at breeks on my brithday?
did i tell you about the cute guy, well, the waiter at breeks?
did i tell you that i saw him in school today?

okay, let's cut it.
that cute waiter at breeks is from maris stella high and he is in pre-u 1 @ MI.
same as me.
was shocked to see him just now during break.
i acutally went up to him and asked "are you working at breeks?"

haha.
so yes, the cute waiter from breeks is in pre-u 1 @ MI.
he's from maris stella high and his name is FELIX.
YUMMM YuMM yumMM.

okay. SICKO.

meant to live

2006-01-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

i skipped religious class.
cause i seriously couldn't open my eyes.
slept in.
received alot of wishes.
THANKS TO ALL. (:

woke up.
bathed.
sister picked us up.
had lunch at cafe vienna.
haha. faisal had to picked me up caused my siblings asked him to come to cafe vienna.
funny.

BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

elizabethtown.
breeks.
brownie.
rain.
photos.

enough said.
turning seventeen, made me different.
but then, my seventeenth birthday seemed empty without mummy and abah.

but then again, thanks kakak, fathin, abang, abang zuraimi and faisal for spending my birthday with me.
(:

say it isn't so

2006-01-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

i went to the beach with lynn today.
finally!
though it was raining, then stopped then rained again.
haha. we did outrageously funny stuff.
i laughed till my tummy hurt.
HIP HIP HOORAY FOR TANLINES!
yipppieee.

faisal, lynn and azahar gave me an early birthday surprise.
azahar and faisal brought the cake all the way to palawan.
to surprise me.
and i seriously didn't expect anything.
of that sort happening.
THANK YOU, MY DARLINGS.
the cake was superb.
((((((:

went to play xbox after that.
yippie.

pkay now it's already 8th of january.
hahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahaahhahaha.

fragile

2006-01-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating.
dead lazy and tired.

mummy and abah left already.
i have to independently wake up for school every morning now.
school has been fabfabfab.
but tiring though.

tomorrow last day of funfunfun.
next week will be studystudystudy.

BLEAH!
guess what i said to amos(clanmate from sji) just now?

i don't know how to play pool and i refuse to learn how to play pool.

made friends. a bunch.
funky ahh.
first day already went lunch with them.
hahaha.
and if we forget our new friends name.
we just call them by their school name.

llalala. i'm bored.
i love today. (:

time has come

2006-01-02T14:38:00.000+08:00

one more day to school.
yippie!
i dunno whether i'm yippie-ing because tomorrow is start of school.
or yippie-ing for another reason.
HAHAHAHAHA.

i'm seriously in a goodgoodgoodgood, fabfabfabfab mood today.
tomorrow is the big 1 0.
hahahaha.
HIP HIP HOORAY!

please please please make it happen.

boo

2006-01-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

i had a plan up my sleeve.
it was suppose to be a surprise.
but BLEAH.
now, it wouldn't sound like a surprise anymore.

SHEESH. i'm not good at this.
so not good.

sniff sniff

2005-12-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

goodbye 2005.
hello 2006.

goodbye 16.
hello 17.
WTH.

no new year's resolutions for this coming year.
i wonder who invented these resolutions thingy.
simply worthless.

and i need to save money.
i WANT uno cards. please?

one more bloody week sehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

common

2005-12-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

i'm addicted to xbox.
hahaha.
okay, havent been updating lately.
just a run through.

tuesday, met zulaiha.
took bus to MI.
roughly i know how to get there.
i take at least 1 hr to reach school.
after that met hafizah.
went to starbucks at liat towers.
i saw abang shafiq in front of borders.
saw abang shahid at starbucks.
and sasha was working, got discount.
hahaha.
me and bik just crapped and crapped.

wednesday, met faisal.
i cant remember what we really did.
but i know we went to play xbox.
being nurhafiza, the girl who's not good with controllers.
haha. i got so stressed out.
i totally shut up, with that stoic face.
bloody hell.
but in the end beat faisal at fifa street
what a relief/relieve. whatever.

thursday, met faisal.
haha. okay, walked around.
faisal got a jacket and i got for myself a pull-over from bossini.
then we went plaza singapura.
and pai bought this very nice tee.
HOT la eh.
after that went to meet yassir and sabrinah at city hall.
went to marina square to have ice cream.
crapped. wanna choose ice cream also susah.
and i pronounced iceCAP as iceCAPE.
bloody hell.

today, met nobody.
miss fathin hidayah came by.
she's sick so didn't go school.
YEAY! company.
went to airport.
after that had lunch.
bla bla bla.

school starts next week.
mummy and abah leaving next week.
then there'll be 2 people left in the house.
brother and me.
we'll survive.

okay crap.

super true

2005-12-27T15:50:00.000+08:00

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Major Machine
Your Superpower is Super Strength
Your Weakness is Jealousy
Your Weapon is Your Silver Rusty
Your Mode of Transportation is Fire Engine

What's" your Superhero Name?

2005-12-27T00:31:00.000+08:00

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

wiggly

2005-12-26T16:57:00.000+08:00

i met faisal before he went to work.
superBLEAH.

chatting with lynn.
lucky brat.
hahahahaha.
when can we go beach?

shopped around NTUC for groceries.
it's like shopping at NTUC release stress.
or, is it?

shutup.
shutup.
shutup.
bleah.
not easy.
crap.
actually i dunno what i'm thinking.

YOU.

turn the lights off

2005-12-24T15:09:00.000+08:00

my room is unexplainable.
i think my alter-ego used to live in the 70s.
it explains why i love the groovy fashion.
i would absolutely love to go back in time.
just for the groovy fashion.
hahaha.

yeay! it's raining.
not yeay.
but who cares.

anybody wanna go IKEA with me?

i'm bored.
bee's at work.
was suppose to have coffee with bik today.
mummy asked me stay home.
BLEAH.
superBLEAH.
supersuperBLEAH.

cool breeze

2005-12-23T21:36:00.000+08:00

never think that a strong person is not weak.
never think that a weak person is not strong.

it's heart-wrenching yet heart warming.
no, i'm not a sadist.

and yeay! she doesn't mind.
haha.

i got the 6th book to the confessions of georgia nicolson series!
i was screaming with glee at borders.
though not aloud, but inside my head, heart. whatever.
i started reading the series from the first book.
i can't find dancing in my nuddy-pants.
anybody holding on to it?
i love that kick-ass nutcase, gee-gee.

went to watch narnia with mr. faisal.
interesting i must say.
while walking along best denki.
saw lionel lewis(haha. far!!!!).
he is good-looking and super tall.
NOTE; good-looking, not CUTE.

i think some top-end(i'm crapping) director should pick up and of the georgia nicolson series and make it into a movie.
it'll be super hilarious.
since we have harry potter, LOTR, narnia.
all that magical, mythical stuff.
make something more light-hearted and closer to a teen's heart.
yeah, it'll be a chick flick with all the trimmings.
6 installments.
it'll be HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeay. ain lend me her jeux denfants/love me if you dare movie.
yahooo.

2005-12-21T17:44:00.000+08:00

and i'm thinking.
of thoughts.

whatever is the motive.

invasion

2005-12-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

my likings for pointy shoes, clutch bags and diamante hair clips has GROWN.
okay, now faisal can complain that i'm getting more girly.
i'm growing up.
and i'm turning a year older soon.
i don't wanna do a countdown.
NNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

i've been craving for food.
more and more and more and more.
i'm gonna get my hands on mushroom soup and carbonara.
i just need chicken stock, mushroomsmushroomsmushrooms, and bacon.
i forgot to buy milk just now.
oh man!

went to the library just now with faisal.
borrowed 2 books.
stratford boys & doormat.
completed the first 2nd chapter of doormat.

life's lagging.
what's my routine?

wake up.
sleep back for awhile.
wake up. finally.
bathe. duration varies.
get dressed.
switch on the tv to disney channel or nickelodeon.
eat. or stuff something in my mouth. while watching tv.
watch more tv.
magic clean the rooms and house.
make my bed when magic cleaning my house.
put away magic clean.
watch more tv.

all that.
the activities after number 12 varies.
i might go out, or slacking my arse off at home.

the song confessions of a broken heart is stuck in my head.
thanks to MTV.
then, i remembered bout how i and faisal had this little "tiff" about the song.
he said the song was crap.
it wasn't, it was just lohan's expressions on that issue.
then he said whatever for.
haha. i snapped back; "whatever for did click five made pop princess? you like it so much don't you? i wonder what they sing about that pop princess person!"
haha. it sounded like a real argument. but it wasn't.
the clash of different genres.
hmm.

rewards

2005-12-17T18:37:00.000+08:00

songs on repeat;

rooster : deep & meaningless
sugababes : new year.
quietdrive : rise from the ashes (acoustic)

that's super random.
soups. chocolates. books. clothes.

2005-12-15T16:20:00.000+08:00

helloo.
i'm back from KL.
(:
samantha & fareehah.
your stuff is with faisal.
you know what i mean.

taraaa. (:

last xmas

2005-12-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

to KL i go.
malaysia is having a year end sale.
shopppppiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
*screams in DELIGHT!

the plan was to go esplanade.
instead of alighting at city hall, me and faisal alighted at raffles place.
they had simply toys at raffles place.
so, we just casually stroll in and looked around.
freaking fun.
spent like an hour there.
laughing and playing with the stuff there.
i finally got my TY Beanies.
YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

so, after that. we ended up at rooftop.
we just like slacked.
and talked about christmas a year ago.
sang "the cannibal king with the fat nose ring fell in love with a hulla dame................."
hahhahahahha. laughed like mad.
playes five stones with the pebbles.
those times.
lalalalalala.

happy birthday lynn. (:

ring ring ring

2005-12-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

nat told me a theory today.
Q-ed for free starbucks drinks with jianyu & faisal.
the cute lady gave us a free caramel frapp.
and luckily carmen wanted it.

etc etc etc.

i just remembered there's something i was suppose to say.
crap. and i don't have the guts to say it.
okay. my imagination is going wild.
okay. i need to laugh it off.
nuts.

2005-12-06T13:46:00.000+08:00

i found 4 bottles of evian in my room.
i'm missing bee like mad.

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

i've got no one to call.
no one to nudge.
no one to act cute with.
no one to talk to in the wee hours of the morning.

come back.
come back.
come back.
):

[editted]
bee texted at 1445 hrs. wee heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (=
*grins

so kiss me

2005-12-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

what more can i say?
hehe. (=
*grinning from ear to ear.

2005-12-05T13:21:00.000+08:00

he's out of town.
3 days, 2 nights.
and the MCR shirt is with him.
alone at night.
again.
okay, sappy seh.

i saw zaid yesterday.
at lido.
and last last thursday at esplanade.
too much la.
somebody else please?
haha.

dinner with the lovable idiots later.
taraaa. (=

adieu

2005-12-03T16:23:00.000+08:00

hafiza & safwan. 6 years in braddell. 4 years in braddell-westlake. it's been 10 years.

i wonder whether it's fate or just coincidence that i end my schooling years this way.
i ended my primary school years with the closure of braddell primary.
due to merger.

and now i end my secondary school years with the closure of braddell-westlake secondary.
due to merger also.

there goes my schools.
yesterday so the official last gathering for everyone.
farewell braddell-westlake.
thanks for the laughter, sadness, tears, happiness and the numerous achievements.
without you.
i wouldn't have met people who have made me into what i am today.

(: taraaa.

feast your eyes

2005-12-01T13:40:00.000+08:00

so, miss noor fareehah and miss pearlene khee said should do this.
and i'm like super bored anyway. WHY NOT?

7 things that will scare me;
1. darkness.
2. mammals of all kinds. which includes YOU.
3. violence.
4. shadows.
5. funny funny sounds in the middle of the night.
6. GOD. but he doesn't scare me. i'm scared of him.
7.the supernatural.

7 things i like/love the most;
1. my family. including fathin hidayah.
2. retail theraphy bebeyy.
3. mohamad faisal. + my other 2 bs.
4. my bitching partner or partner in crime. miss lynn.
5. a chilling at coffee joints.
6. cooking.
7. the sun, the sand and the sea.

7 important things in my house;
1. my handphone.
2. my very own room phone.
3. the toilet and bathroom.
4. the television you dumdum.
5. the scv box.
6. the computer laa.
7. foooddiee fooodiee.

7 random facts about me;
1. i am NOT fond of mammals. cats, dogs, hamster, human beings. hahaha.
2. i'm an insecure person.
3. i used to listen to punk rock and all that heavy stuff.
4. i take photos of myself when i'm bored.
5. i get indigestion easily.
6. i'm the typical kampong kid when i was young. i took off my shoes and socks all the time when i board the bus or hop onto a cab.
7. my niece reminds me of myself when i was her age.

7 things i plan to do before i die;
1. pray 5 times a day, without fail.
2. perform the haj.
3. travel around the world.
4. owe a chain of bistros.
5. get married to the most perfect husband and have lovely kids.
6. meet josh hartnett, adam bordy and seth green.
7. fly to the moon.

7 things i can do;
1. cook. and i'm lovin' it. haha.
2. mess up my room.
3. be oblivious to the surroundings.
4. scare babies.
5. sing the full theme song of barney and friends.
6. watch tv like nobody's business.
7. sleep. (:

7 things i can't do;
1. rock climb.
2. sing.
3. play any musical instruments.
4. talk to a stranger.
5. stop thinking of funny things.
6. be fully independent.
7. can't stop blaming myself.

7 words i say most; (make that phrase)
1. wth.
2. babii.
3. loveyouloveyouloveyouloveyouloveyouloveyouloveyou.
4. huhhh?
5. spinspinspinspin.
6. fine.
7. bonkers.

7 of my idol;
1. baihakki bin khaizan, please?
2. adam brody.
3. josh hartnett.
4. seth green.
5. pharell williams.
6. backstreet boys la pleasee.
7. myself. hahaha.

7 of my peeps whom i expect them to do what i just did;
1. fareehah. who have already done it.
2. pearlene. who have already done it.
3. ainn. my breast friend.
4. the
5. rest
6. is
7. up to you. hahaha.

come with me

2005-11-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

today was fine fine fine.
haha.

firstly met the boyfriend at bishan.
went around to find his pants.
we landed in bossini.
and YEAY! he finally found the perfect pants.
to match his outfit.
at a very reasonable price too.
(: happy moment number 1.

then we headed down to town.
while on the train.
sabrinah called because she's having a headache finding the perfect outfit for farewell.
since i was heading down town.
met her and yassir.
both having headache.
cannot find any.
met them at far east.
finally saw lynn and azahar.
after so many days.
(: happy moment number 2.

after so-called lunch at puncak.
walked to wisma atria.
find for sabrinah her dress.
looked around a few shops.
nice but not appropriate.
finally! saw, this funky dress.
nicee.
(: happy moment number 3.

we head down to heeren after that.
walked around.
looked at this and that.
finally found what i've been looking for at heeren.
(: happy moment number 4.

yipppeee. yippee.
i'm in the middle of a conversation with boyfriend.
taraaaa. (:

seating

2005-11-28T13:06:00.000+08:00

i have a big big big phobia.
other than cats, dogs, mammals. etc.
just hopefully, it won't occur.
not again.

i realize i'm an insecure human being.
and i think too much.
like honestly.
every single that i see, hear. etc.
i wonder whether i make the people i love happy.
or is it just the other way round?
do i make you happy?
tell me.

these are just random entries.
i wanna go-go banging.
but no can do.
i'm strong enough.
okay, i'm going bonkers.

what is it with you people and baihakki la?
lay it off la.
it's not that i'm gonna marry him.
eventhough i wish i could.
but, he's attached la please.
i don't care if baihakki don't score goals.
just the presence of him on the field is good enough.

i'm an overly obsessive girl too.
figure that out yourself.
whether it's true or not.

i need the beach.
and some retail theraphy.
without guilt.
with my beloved lynn.
i miss bitching with her.
chilling at starbucks.
bloody hell need my ice cocoa.
and subway's cookies.
yummyummyumm.

to err is human. to rectify is glory. -____________________-

let it lead

2005-11-27T13:36:00.000+08:00

i finished doing all my housework.
except for the part.
that i have to clear the books and papers in my room.

normal to have cramps on the first day of periods.
yes. bloody periods.
yes. periods are bloody.
OBVIOUSLY. cause there's blood involved.
the uterus lining is shed.

okay. phone rang.
taraaaa.

my everything

2005-11-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

h a fiz a, Monday, October 18, 2004:

pai pai... how can i ever express my love for you in just 1000 words?
haha. this lovable guy. my big bad bastard. my girlfriend. my shopping partner.
my gay pimp. oops. my, my... EVERYTHING. ooh ya... my sushi guy. my companion.
my adviser. my listener. my gay boy. my dustbin. my if-i-wanna-spend-money-spend-on-him guy.
my lame boy. haha. my sweetheart. my darling. my pai-i'm-bored-let's-go-out boy.my fashion consultant.
my food taster. my victim of bully. haha. i can go on. my web layout consultant. haha.
i wanna make this 1000. my pai-i'm-hungry-let's-go-eat-no-money-i-pay. my pai pai.
my lovely. my honey. my jukebox. my entertainer. my mangkok. my blur sotong.
my i'm lost for words. you know why i write you testi? because i miss you!!!!!!!
haha. my shout out board. my encyclopedia. haha. man.. i really miss you.
i know you miss me too. haha. i dunno how life will be like. life sure will be miserable.
no light. no you. =( sheesh.
i'm sounding like a gf. i'm not his gf. i'm his best buddy!!!

i know i still love him. till this very day. (:

sticking

2005-11-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

i saw a sexy pair of red heels.
automatically, fell in love with it.
but, that wasn't what i was looking for.
dammn.

was on the bus. on the way back from bishan.
the match between Singapore & Laos.
was telecasting(?) on TvMobile.
i think i know the reason why local soccer is interesting to me.
two words; Baihakki Khaizan.
haha.
well, maybe.
but, such an irony.
when there was once, he was just behind me.
i wasn't really ga-ga-ing.
i wonder.
and i heard he's dating someone i DON'T like.
a celebrity.
hope they don't last long.
hahahahahahahaha.

hey hello

2005-11-26T14:23:00.000+08:00

i've applied for that 3 months course thingy at MI.
first choice Arts @ MI-T.
hopefully, i get there la.
hopefully, i don't get MI-B.
it's so ULU.

and MI-T is near cik alip's place.
and i can just slack there every other day.
or if i have no money for food.
anyway, she's one of my guardian.
cause she's my mummy's sister.
cause she's my favourite aunttt. (:

now, i see the light. (:

strikes

2005-11-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

dateline for 3 months course application ends tomorrow at 4pm.
shit. and i'm still contemplating on it.
bonkers.

you guys shall tag and tag for all i care.
i am so not gonna reply.
especially to YOU.
i'm lazy. bum bum bum.

i've been towning for days.
still haven't get the boyfriend anything for farewell.
still feel bad.
he got angry at me.
we could have just avoid that if i had just opened my mouth and voice out my opinions.
stupid stupid you.
hahaa.

never judge a book by it's cover.
never underestimate people.
never never never BOAST.
and think that you're bigger than somebody.
and think that you're much better.
if you really can, prove it.
even if you wanna prove it.
lay low.
you might never know when you will fall.
maybe tomorrow, maybe next week.
don't be full of yourself.
be humble.
it always works.

so longg. taraaa.

think

2005-11-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

relationships are a two way thing.
whether it's boy-girl, girl-girl, boy-boy. etc
the thing is that there's the boy, and there's the girl.
so, there is the two of you in the relationship.

you can never tell how a relationship is like by just looking at the couple.
doesn't mean the couple is always together, to and fro, they are perfect.
or stable.
you don't know what is really happening behind that relationship.
the only people that knows about it is the people in the relationship itself.

when a couple have an argument.
look into it and don't just come to a conclusion.
never pint point whose fault, or who caused the argument.
you might be the one who pint points, but you're the one at fault.
solve the problem, befor resorting to anything.
like for example a break up.

i had a talk with sabrinah just now.
normal girl talk.
opened up my horizon.
made me think.
i nearly cried.
haha. bitch.
but it was good.
all the more.
i love that bugger to bits and pieces.

O's are over.
finally.
now, i'm left with nothing to do.
no mugging.
no going to school.
suddenly, i feel so bored.

lalala.

2005-11-21T13:14:00.000+08:00

the photos are here.

please CLICK HERE for more. (:

i simply loved the weekend.
12 hours of visiting on saturday.
slacking session at faisal's open house on sunday.
heaven!

a smile

2005-11-20T13:07:00.000+08:00

raya-ing with the 4es was superb la.
9 houses, more than 12 hours. blistered feet.
long bus rides. long walking distances.

if A picture tells A thousand words.
then there were MILLLIONSSSS, ZILLIONS, GA-ZILLIIION WORDS.

i seriously dunno what to say.
they was ga-zillion photos la.
i'll update later. (:
faisal's house is open today.
meeting the couple of the year and rudy later.
faisal's mum's briyani HERE I COME!
after that the toilet.
(:

bug

2005-11-17T19:22:00.000+08:00

accounts paper 1 was a-ok.
haha. very far from the paper 2.
F&N?
nyehehehe.
just felt like laughing.

2 more papers to go and i'm a free bird!
hopefully, biology doesn't go against me.

the plans are to go raya-ing with my beloved sayangss this saturday.
still need to confirm.

4es, any of you free on the satruday?
go raya-ing!
we gonna go cikgu's house too.
since, she's having an open house. (:

corner of my eye

2005-11-16T19:25:00.000+08:00

flunk it.
i foresee myself flunking 2 subjects.
principles of accounts paper 2 decided to go against us.
dammit!

haha. i think i'm a hypocrite.
but, it makes me happy.
not in that way.
but, not in this way either.
OH! you guys just won't understand.
hahahaha.

i'm going bonkers.
let me enlighten you with the lyrics to the song ONE SWEET DAY.
i was watching MTV Pick&Play just now.
and this song came on.
reminded me of those nights where i cried my heart out.
cause i did some stupid things in life.
i'll post it later.

i wanna mug for Food & Nutrition.
i totally wanna ACE it la.
i wanna be a nutritionist.
i'm serious.

*sings doooo yyyyyoooooooooouu wanttttttt meeeeee?
liiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkeeeeeeeee iiiii wwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnt yyyyyyyyyyyoooooouuuuuuuu.....

can't take it

2005-11-15T13:53:00.000+08:00

i just wanna say this uh.
bleah. I LOVE MY BFF TO BITS AND PIECES.
so, you buggers out there.
if you have a bestf, treasure him/her like there's no tomorrow.
don't wait till you lose him/her or whatever.

all the years we've known each other.
i think both of us picked up the telephatic skills.
haha.
he doesn't need to say, or tell.
i would already know.
hahaha.

so, i met mr BFF for lunch just now.
after accounts class, and before his amaths paper.
he had his 10 hours of sleep like he planned.
hahaha.
had lunch at burger king.
while eating, the pussycat dolls - don't cha music video keeps popping at that bloody big screen at HDB hub.
he was practically drooling.
hahahahahaha.
they used to show sugababes - push the button too.
but, too bad there wasn't any today.
dammit! i love the music video.
one the guys is HOT.
hahah.
okay back, after lunch. went to starhub.
to register the prepaid cards.
but, the server was down.
bloody hell!!!
haha. then BFF sent me home.
waited with him for 93 to come.
20 whole minutes.
bleah. this makes me love BFF more.

and he still haven't get the lyrics to because of you.
in no rush.
soon, you'll understand. (:
listening to Panic! At the Disco.
yummmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyy.

spooks

2005-11-14T14:44:00.000+08:00

i had alot to blog about yesterday.
but, then.
i don't really have the time.
i need to study badly.
bleah. i skipped accounts class today.
no idea why.

i missed watching ranma 1/2 on AXN.
unfortunately, they don't show them anymore.
hahha.
something about japanese anime that catches my attention.
ANIME ah. not HENTAI ah please!

i was in the toilet, then a memory rushed into my head.
one sunny saturday morning.
everything fell into place the moment i stepped out of the house.
B-E-A-U-TIFUL!
i wish i could go back in time.
but, now is fine. (:

the other night met my BFF. (:
he passed me DUNKIN DONUTS!!!!!!!!
yeay. it's been forever since i had them.
bleah. and i forgot there was putri salat at home.
so, i didn't pack for him any.
haha. too bad lor.

so, yeah met the BFF who suffers from haemophobia.
then we slacked somewhere.
just talked, chatted, etc etc etc. haha.
then suddenly out of the blue i asked "do you think you'll ever get married?"
both of us think it's leceh but then again.
both of us think that we want someone to take care of us.
when we are old and all.
well, let's just let fate decides.
then i asked him another question "if you're married, then later your wife wanna give birth how? will you be by her side? *grin"
note that he's haemophobic.

sometimes i scare myself, thinking that i suffer from appendicitis.
sheesh. been getting pain at that area.
oh whatever.
one thing for sure, i got my bowels deficiency from my dad.
hahahaha.

[editted] i think i know what type of guys i'm after.
other than the dark haired, small eyes ones.
i have no idea but i find GEEKS hot.
now now, BFF. i know you're a self-confessed geek.
but, you come under a different type of hot.
hehehe. *evil laugh

current earwax - chantal kreviazuk : i'm leaving on a jet plane

2005-11-12T19:22:00.000+08:00

i'm in much need of

sugababes.
brown VANS slip-ons.
a good wax.
lady speed stick.
more cranberry paraphenalia.
Vitamin D, sunlight.
the beach.
a tan.
not to spend my hari raya money.
a hug from (fill in name here).
a geography revision.
a bucking up in accounts.
a revision on my ever so favourite BIOL-OGY.

the list goes on and on.
chatted with nurul/lulu.
she just came back from OBS.
i miss my days at OBS.
haha. then we were talking about family.
when they come for raya.
:rolls eyes:

reflections

2005-11-12T13:54:00.000+08:00

rudolph the red nose reindeer.
well, it actually reminds me of one time.
you were sneezing/cold, then your nose was super red.
and i called you, (fill in name here) the red nose reindeer.

i don't know whether you remembered.
(:

am so gonna flunk my maths.
lalalalalalalala.

super

2005-11-11T00:08:00.000+08:00

studied with linda, lun, rudy, terence and (fills in name here). (:
if you don't know the name, you're dumb.

i wasted my time going to the north pole to find rudolph the red nose reindeer.
he has always been in front of me.
right not, (fills in name here)?
hehe. (:

more than words

2005-11-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

i'm back from the north pole.
i just decided to come back.

i have a problem with myself.
i managed to screw things up AGAIN.
food, sleep and tears are becoming my foes all over again.
i don't know why i have to screw things up with people, specifically someone that i need most.

and all i do is say sorry.
though i mean all off it, but it seems meaningless right now.
and forever.

i realize i treat my friends like crap.
and never thought bout what my bestf thinks.
i was never there for him.
never.
i screw things up again, and again and again.
i never changed.
thinking i did.
if only time could be reversed.
i would do anything to mend my ways.
but it's now too late.

i forsake months, years of what i would like to say.
the happiest moments of my life.
i screw things up cause of my snobbish, self-centered and selfish ways.
i lost that part of me so badly.
i don't know how to be strong again.

why do i treat the person i love most like crap?
i still don't understand that part of me.
big time.
why you?
why did you have to get the pain?
why did i have to hurt you?
why did you get my empty promises?
have i always been like this?
was this how i showed love to you?

i wished you never knew me.
so, your life will be safe and sound.
away from the pain i give you every single day.

i'm listening to more than words.
like you asked me too.
i'll still keep the dumb dried leaf i picked up.
and the dried up roses which was once fresh 7 months ago.

i'll do anything.

hung up

2005-11-08T14:59:00.000+08:00

i'm off to the north pole to visit rudolph the red nose reindeer.
don't find me.
i don't know when i'll be back.

dumb

2005-11-07T20:34:00.000+08:00

i'm still am the big big big big inconsiderate/clingy/selfish jerk i am.

i screw things up like no one's business.
and put everything at risk.
even the person i love most.

when someone gets caught up with things, they tend to forget about the people who care for them.
forgive me?

growing up

2005-11-05T14:40:00.000+08:00

the brother.

the sister.

the siblings. the only ones in singapore. (:

happy ending

2005-11-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

happy eid-mubarak. (:
selamat hari raya. mohon maaf zahir dan batin.
i seek forgiveness for all my wrongdoings.
from the bottome of my heart. (:

to those taking their very-imporatant-that-is-gonna-determine-your-future-examanitions.
or in short the O' Levels.
we can do it. we can pull through.
buckk up. which includes me too.

i love you all. (:
cheers~

real

2005-11-01T19:28:00.000+08:00

i tear my heart open, i sew myself shut
my weakness is that i care too much
and my scars remind us that the past is real
i tear my heart open just to feel
- Papa Roach : Scars

am getting sappier.
and sappier.
and sappier.
and sappier.
wait! is there such a word sappier?

i'm guilt-ridden every other day.
for the rest of my life.
bleahh. sappy.

NURHAFIZA the SAPPY KID. (:

[editted] :
i was reading sharifah's blog. she talked about that after iftar slacking session.
where we had yassir doing a dare.
he had to go down on his knees and explain to sabrinah about some stuff.
and to apologize too.
that, i guess was the most beautiful love scene ever.
beats those in the movies from hollywood, bollywood and whatever wood there is.
i wish i could rewind back to that very moment to feel that adrenaline rush again.
sabrinah's lucky to have yassir.
and yassir's lucky to have sabrinah.
that touching moment makes me smile EVERYTIME.
NOT FAIR!

wise words of norhafizah mohd. nabi
"shit ah! i don't have boyfriend."

unforgivable

2005-10-31T16:24:00.000+08:00

malay paper was a-ok.
just a little here and there that i'm not sure off.

bleah. everyday my confusion grows.
sometimes i just feel like closing my ears and go
LALALALALALALALALALALA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
or maybe just scream.
i just seem to not tolerate it.
bleaeh. get on with it, people!
and i think again.
i dunno when i'll be satisfied.

crap.
hari raya is coming.
YAY!!
o' levels are coming.
SUPERDUPER DOUBLE YAY!!

bluek

2005-10-30T17:28:00.000+08:00

falalalala.
tomorrow is o'level mother tongue.
nyehehehe.
hopefully, do better this time around.

i need to find satisfaction in life.
okay, hopefully after the O's.
funky.
bye bye.

something real

2005-10-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

buka puasa at yayi's place today.
i feel very full everytime i buka at rumah yayi.
like super duper to the max full.
today, me and my cousins tonggang terbalek on top of the bed.
after a very long time.
haha.
and azahar mistook my voice as lynn.
bodoh.
hahahahaha.

okay. my head's spinning.
okay, bedek ah.
haha.

live like it

2005-10-28T13:55:00.000+08:00

i had a dream last night.
i have no idea what was it about.
one thing for sure, i remembered michelle branch - goodbye to you
was being played TWICE.

and i've been thinking, why this song?
i mean, goodbye?
to?
maybe i've been thinking too much of this song, it pops up in my dream.
maybe, this song really mean something to me.
i can just listen to it over and over and over and over and over again.

i was asking mr. january questions.
because i couldn't sleep.
sleep is becoming my foe again.
those nights are back.
bleahh. i'm grateful that mr. january doesn't answer my questions.
sometimes maybe i just need those answers.

i walked home from central last night.
i think my first time in my whole 16 years of living in toa payoh.
it was like forever.
it was drizzling slightly.
bleahhhhh. god's almighty. HE knows how HIS people are feeling.
i wished it had rain but then i was lucky.
because there were thunder and lightning.
and once again those thunder and lightning came at the right moment.
when i was in my room.
okkkkkkkkkkkaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy, whatever.

i need to meet my LYNN.
i miss her like a thousand little stupid whatevver.
thank you for cancelling your facial.
i love you lots lots.

undecided

2005-10-27T15:02:00.000+08:00

some things never change.
hafiza will never stop thinking, and thinking and thinking.

went shopping yesterday.
bought shoes and pants.
guess conquered the whole of town yesterday.
haha.
okay, not. LAME.

i think a whole week of barney & friends and sesame street makes me bonkers.
i can remember by heart the opening theme for barney.
haha.
fathin just did something very funny today.
i was having tuition, and she sat beside me.
took my calculator and thought it was a phone.
she said "helllo?! barneyy?"
hahahahaha.
my tutor said like teletubbies.
hahahahaha.

okay the monster is here and she's swinging her legs going..
"nak frog, bibik! nak frog!"

rekindled

2005-10-25T16:18:00.000+08:00

i rekindled my love with my first pair of heels.
nyehehehe.

brought back memories.
during hari raya, me and the girls going off from faisal's house.
so, he and his parents sent us to the door.
unfortunately, i was the last one to put on my shoes.
and his dad, mr. azzis, kacau-ed me.
saying "ni confirm kasut mahal nye! tgk tu!"

sheesh. i think that's like the most embarrassing moment of my life.
and of all fathers, faisal's.

i love life. i love LA. i love YOU. (: