Thursday, January 06, 2005

ruined

happy birthday.
i'm sorry i ruined it.
why did i have to send the message right at the stroke of midnight?
why?!
i'm sorry i did that to you.
this wasn't the birthday message i planned to send.
this was totally wrong.
i wanted you to know that i very much still care for you, and how much i miss you.
i did tell you that, but in a wrong way.
i can't stop crying.
you don't know how bad i feel.
i didn't want you to spend your birthday like this.
i wanted US to be forgotten.
all those bad memories.
on how much i hurt you.
it hurts even more now.

i'm sorry, insan. i'm really.
hurt me back. at the stroke of midnight. on my birthday.

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