simplicity.

the reason

"Tiga tahun sudah berlalu. Aku masih tertanya-tanya. Aku masih tidak ada jawapan. Aku masih kehilangan Farhan."

that was the ending of my karangan.
i cried. i wish i didn't.
there was nothing left in my mind other than what's happening.
i pushed myself to write it.
i did.
i realized the mistakes i've done.

haiz. all those passing comments were just jokes.
didn't think bad of it.
i suck.
screwed.

it's been a few days.
i hate the silence between us.
i hate the goodbyes.

do i have to lose you to realize that i love you more than that?

posted by h a fiz a @ 1:18 PM