Saturday, June 18, 2005

love suicide

hello one and all.
how have all of you suckers been doing?
i've been fine, being a sucker myself.
nothing much happened today.
woke up, bathed, breakfast, swept the floor, lunch, tv, slacked, internet.
yupp. and it's 5.11 pm already.

last night, had a good chat with faisal on the phone.
haha. was it like 5 hours? from 12plus to 5 plus?
hahahahahah.
yeahh.
we started talking crap. and lots of crap.
then, suddenly was talking bout this certain issue.
then, it brought back the past.
the ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends.
how he put me after one of his then-girlf.
whatever shit that happened between me and my then-boyf.
whom i don't give a shit anymore.
who stole my song for faisal.
yellowcard's only one, which i used to sing to faisal when i'm bored when were just bestfrs. hahaha.
haha. we talked about strawberries and chocolates. *inside joke.

and yes beee. i know i still owe you your blardy strawberries dipped in chocolate. haha.
your birthday is like in one month plus. just wait. if i have the time to do it for you. haha.
i can't wait for you to turn 16, so we can watch a blardy nc-16 movie together, legally. haha.

the phone conversation lasted a very long time.
we talked about literally, the past, present and the future.
haha. good times. commitments. haha.
haha. and i love telling faisal off when he starts talking like a girl on the phone.
makes me wonder whether he's sleepy, sad or whatever not. haha. (:

btw. ex-boyf, if you happen to come across this entry. buzz off!
don't give me anymore of that shit about you still loving me.
and you loving me is your only strength. you sound psychotic.
and fyi. if you really do what you call it "love" me, you wouldn't be smoking your arse off.
yes, i love being the bitch who ruins your life.
take note.


TTFN lovelies. ((:

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