Friday, September 30, 2005

a common factor

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia kau ajarkan aku derita
Kau tunjukan aku bahagia kau tunjukan aku derita

Kau berikan aku bahagia kau berikan aku derita
- Sheila On 7 : Berhenti Berharap

Tahukah kamu
Semalam tadi
Aku menangis
Mengingatmu mengenangmu
Mungkin hatiku
Terluka dalam
Atau selalu
Terukirkan kenangan kita
- Audy : Menangis Semalam

Kau pergi jua
Setelah cinta ku kini membara
Belum sempat kucurahkan kasihku
Kau pergi tak kembali
- Dinodi/Adam Ahmad : Kau Pergi Jua

Ku tunggu... dirimu
Selalu kutunggu
Walaupun ku tahu
Kau jauh... ku tahu...
Kau jauh...
- Cokelat : Jauh

Thursday, September 29, 2005

sheer emotional breakdown.
emo-ing at the worst state you can ever think off.
i can't do my work.

mend it.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005


it's been a while since you updated chaptertwo-.

Monday, September 26, 2005


bowels deficiency still going on strong.
damn! i'm trying to be patient.
if this goes on for maybe 2-3 days, am going to the doctor.
if i feel it's neccessary.
i don't think it's diarrhoe(hopefully, correct spelling).
but, you'll never know.
how am i suppose to know?
i only suffered that sickening illness once, in primary school!
how horrified are you guys now? haha. okay LAME-O.

got my malay marks.
haha. guess i did relatively well for my malay prelims.
not bad. eventhough it was done, half heartedly.
hmmm. kinda.
i didn't study peribahasa. but got 4/5. haha.
not bad ah.
then my paper 2. okay la. haha.
am proud of mr. mohamad faisal too. (:

let's touch on this little funny topic : LOVE.
POWERPUFF GIRLS' THEORY : love. love. love. love. love. love. love. makes the world go round.
haha. how true is that?
well, i know love can TOUCH and MOVE people.

i bumped into an ex-primary schoolmate.
haha. just realize his smile is kinda. hmmmmm. *melts.
haha. and i remembered i dreamt of him before.
funny i must say.

colourful entry i must say.
toodles` (:

Saturday, September 24, 2005

best of me

for 3 days in a row, i was towning.
for 3 days in a row, i was towning, in my pointys.
for 3 days in a row, i was towning, in my pointys, i had BLISTERS.
for 3 days in a row, i was towning, in my pointys, i had BLISTERS, and kept singing THESE BOOTS ARE MADE FOR WALKING.

yes. jessica simpson doing her 'THANG in that skimpy, but very nice bikini.
washing the car. and whatever not.
think about it a guys. a sexy lady, shaking her booty, washing the car, soap and water.
if you guys are not turned on by that, you better go check your sexual orientation.
girls are jealous of her.
guys find her hot.

hahaha. damn!
i saw these extremely nice VANS shoes.
that i decided to get it for myself instead of for faisal.
can never spend on faisal more than i spend on myself.
am so gonna get that pair of shoes!

3 days went window shopping.
thursday was more of soul-searching.
but got 2 ZARA tops, which i intend to give one to my sister.
hmm. how thoughtful.
friday and just now. WERE more of window shopping.

i'll still wait la, you birbird. (you know who you are)

these boots are made for walking
and that's just what they'll do
one of these days,
these boots are gonna walk all over you
- Jessica Simpson : These Boots Are Made For WAlkin'

Wednesday, September 21, 2005


prelims ALL DONE.
tomorrow just with science practical.
postponing my shopping "spree" due to unforeseen circumstances.
i have no idea what i'm talking about.

haha. hopefully can get some shopping done this friday when i see my ever so ever beloved cousin.
whom i surprisingly have not seen for quite sometime.
been slacking my arse off the whole day.
most probably, tomorrow also.

can i walk all over you?

Saturday, September 17, 2005

my dirty little secret

prelims still on loose.
biology, science paper 1, geography, mt paper 2 and poa paper 1.
plus science practical.

kinda got the flu.
been sneezing.
dust or bug?

went dinner at beach road.
then picked kak idah up and off to jalan kayu.
and of all people to see my lack of hair baihakki khaizan.
it's no biggy anymore.
but the excitement was there.
haha. actually distrubed faisal who was sleeping just to tell baihakki was behind me.

i wanna go out.
just step out of the house.
pai's at sembawang already i guess.
hmmm. he's meeting manesh-i later.
i just wanna go look around for shoes and bags.


Wednesday, September 14, 2005

not here

prelims on the lose.
shall get back once it is done.
no time to layan you people out there.


Thursday, September 08, 2005

run free

my holidays are half-gone.
and i've yet to do something really productive.
due to the fact that my prelims starts on monday.

tonnes of catching up to do.
surprisingly, i didn't move my arse out of the house unless i have a valid reason to.
eg. to school, pass raudiyah her notes, go out with mummy and kakak.
ya. other than the above mentioned activities.
the rest of the time i'm slacking at home.

maybe, meeting mr. mohamad faisal later.
just maybe.
haha. i miss going toiletries shopping with him.
haha. great companion indeed.
and well, he doesn't mind going shopping with him if i'm finding for girls stuff.
eg. SANITARY PADS. haha.

guys are open minded these days.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

this is not enough

i will fly into your arms
and be with you
till the end of time
why are you so far away?
you know its very hard for me
to get myself close to you
- Ten2Five : I Will Fly

lovely sight from here.
on the esplanade rooftop.
happy 6th month, bugger!

today had yellow ribbon walk.
funky, i must say. (:

my back hurts.
shall complain to the esplanade authorities. haha.

TATA. ((:

Friday, September 02, 2005


watched ampunkan dosaku in malay class just now.
touching. heart breaking.

watch it. if you can get hold of it.
and now i have to make a karangan base on that story line.
i must be one of the person in that tele-movie.
i'm still contemplating on whom i should choose.

waiting for the final moment

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
- Chantal Kreviazuk : Leaving on A Jet Plane

meaningful i must say.
tomorrow, yellow ribbon walk.
supporting the event for the ex-convicts.
maybe i am contradicting myself.
now, i'm supporting this event.
what if i really face and ex convict who needs a job?
think about it. hmm.

holidays are here.
yeahhh. right!
mugging i must say.
a little bit.
haven't pay for farewell dinner.

shall go now.

Thursday, September 01, 2005


yesterday's teachers' day was a little sucky i must say.
the celebration was alright.
the party was a-okay.
went back to ftp with amal, apriani, raudhah, hannan and keng keat.
apriani with her never ending cederian thingys. haha.
met miss deborah and miss koh whom didn't change a bit. except that miss koh has long hair now.

after that went to wheelock place, coffeebean.
chilled, bitch, reminsicing(?) the old times.
how hannan made amal cry.
and what i and apriani did on the last day of school.
funky i must say.

TODAY is fathin hidayah's birthday!
that bugger is finally 2 years old.
and, so i feel older now. thanks to her.