simplicity.

i forgot what i wanted to update here.

posted by h a fiz a @ 2:48 AM 0 comments

amigo

i was just telling faisal aboout a particular photo of fathin grinning like that. and i happened to chat with my sister online and saw her display photo.
AND THIS IS THE PHOTO, i was telling faisal about.

SUPER CUTE LA!!

posted by h a fiz a @ 11:50 PM 0 comments

bartos

been watching table tennis since i woke up.
didn't know they were that good.
i mean the singapore players la.

other than that. did nothing.
i can't seem to bring myself to read anne frank.
cause everytime i start reading 1-2 pages, my eyes feel all droopy.
the book is not at all boring.
it's goody goody good.

super bored to death.
i haven't gotten my haircut.
i need a stress reliever.
i'm suppose to work from 10-8 on monday.
abang shafiq is bullying me.
HAHAHA.

just can't help it.
i just felt like pampering you.
but, well.
i know how you feel.

posted by h a fiz a @ 4:50 PM 0 comments

soundtrack

i can't seem to find the pianist by wladyslaw szpilman.
i seriously dunno how to pronounce his name.
not at MPH, BORDERS nor the library.
yesterday, i was browsing through the history section at Borders.
i just love history la.
haha.
you guys know that Anastasia movie.
yup, the cartoon one.
HONESTLY, how many of you guys thought it's just another cartoon some production house made?
truthfully, i thought so.
BUT, THERE'S REALLY ANASTASIA. LIKE PRINCESS ANASTASIA.
daughter of the tsar of russia.
and yes. since there IS anastasia. there WAS a ramanov empire.
there'S also RASPUTIN, please!
i was so damn amazed.
hahaha. wanted to buy the book.
but, my bag was heavy enough.
haha.

today, i went library.
haha. went to the history section.
i can't help it.
i wanted to borrow that nazi germany and jew bla bla book.
forgot the title la!
but it was DAMNNNNNNN thick.
and bulky.
so forget it.
i borrowed A/The Biography of Anne Frank and that bloody malay book i've been wanting to read.
ya la. i know malay. but once in awhile it's okay.
since the show was good. hahha.

i have SNAP, DONKEY, OLD MAIN, HAPPY FAMIL & UNO at home.
let's see whether brother wanna play or not.
HAHHAHAHAHA.

posted by h a fiz a @ 11:07 PM 0 comments

ooh yay!
yippie!
isn't this life?
LALLALALLALALALLLAALLALALLAALLALALALLALALALALLALALA!

posted by h a fiz a @ 4:07 PM 0 comments

supernatural

Sitting here stressing at 2:30am
About how fast the year can go
I wonder where it went
If we start all over again, would it really work
I know that you could be, could be, coming back to me

Mesmorised, but of thoughts of fear
Traumatised, I'm so scared to feel
Wanna stop thinking gotta get to sleep
Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet
Push the thought of you away
Do it today

I'm older than my years
Drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away, a year ago
At Christmas

You locked away your secrets
Kept them away from me
I only came to say goodbye, now you finally see
You wanna start all over again, make it work this time
But I don't wanna end up feeling far away from fine

I memorised, what you said to me
So surprised, it was hell to be
So frustrated with the way we were
Not a single word could make it work
Now look at us today
We blew it away

I'm older than my years
Drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away, a year ago
At Christmas

- Sugababes : New Year



i miss THE psycho.
there's no YOU, to keep me warm.

posted by h a fiz a @ 11:28 PM 0 comments

don't

beach with natasha on thursday.
the sun, the sand the wind.
nearly fell asleep.

met faisal after that.
had dinner at kfc.
shared a table with perry and lydia.
haha.
how much i miss perry.
and the rest, of course!

then head down to esplanade to check out the indiefest.
we stayed around for awhile.
until pulse finished performing.
then walked to suntec.
faisal wanted to check out the tees at topman.
then head back home.

and nightmare starts.
started puking at 2.30am onwards.
3 cheers for food poisoning.
BLEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

posted by h a fiz a @ 3:46 PM 0 comments

never will

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see, lyricstop
And you'll realise that you love me.

Yeah...
Yeah...

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the frist thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah...

yeah...
yeah...
yeah...
yeah...

- Aqualung : Strange & Beautiful (I'll Put A Spell On You)




was watching THE O.C.
this was the opening song for that particular episode.
the episode where julie cooper had that charity fund-raiser at the yatch(?).
this song was played while ryan and marissa was making out.
it's sooo.. i do not know.

i know on that day i watched that episode.
i watched charmed too, as it was before O.C.
sadddddddddd episode.
the angel of death wanted to take leo away.
i know i teared at the end.
OKAY, SHUT UP.

currently, listening to Mandy Moore : Walk Me Home.
and singing along to it.
i hold your picture next to my heart all the time.

posted by h a fiz a @ 1:34 AM 0 comments

make it

ten years from now.
i wanna say;
"i'm glad it's me."

instead of;
"it could have been me."

i just want the best out of this.
but, can't just force it.


A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true

just hoping. and still believing.

I STILL.

posted by h a fiz a @ 12:50 AM 0 comments

still here

I don't wanna go another day,
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away,
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
And I say

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.
I got you,
We'll be making love endlessly.
I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)
Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)

So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts.
So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

- The Pussycat Dolls : Stickwitu

[:

posted by h a fiz a @ 3:40 PM 0 comments

don't wanna be

the good thing about cable television is that you have a variety of shows to watch.
yesterday i watched spiderman 2 & mean girls.
today i watched dodgeball & school of rock.

i'm just super bored.
i'm starting to play neopets again.
i wish life is like playing neopets games.
i mean. you earn points and money.
i have like 30k plusplus NEOPOINTS in my bank now.
imagine if i have 30k odd in my POSB account.
SUPEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRR.

i need to spring clean my room soon.
i need to find that missing $50.
and really clean my room.

i shall go bathe now la eh.
must smell good for mr. spiderman.
SUREEEEEEEE.

posted by h a fiz a @ 6:59 PM 0 comments

editted

posted by h a fiz a @ 10:00 PM 0 comments

sugar

i had two sets of dreams last night.
the first dream.
i'm still wondering who the hell is that guy siah.
i'm dreaming of my dream.
totally smitten by him.
but sadly, whoever that guy is.
will only be the-whoever-that-guy-is.
i can only continue dreaming.
HAHAHAHA.

i'm freaking bored la!
i shall just continue dreaming about that guy in my dreams.
WHHHHHOOOOOOOOO AREE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU?

posted by h a fiz a @ 8:22 PM 0 comments

away from here

Baby let's cruise, away from here
Don't be confused, the way is clear
& if you want it you got it forever
This is not a one night stand, baby, yeah so

Let the music take your mind, ooh
Just release & you will find
You're gonna fly away
Glad you're goin' my way
I love it when we're cruisin' together
The music is played for love,
Cruisin' is made for love
I love it when we're cruisin' together

Baby tonight belongs to us
Everything's right, do what you must
& inch by inch we get closer & closer
To every little part of each other ooh baby, yeah So

Let the music take your mind
Just release & you will find
You're gonna fly away
Glad you're going my way
I love it when we're cruisin' together
The music is played for love,
Cruisin' is made for love
I love it when we're cruisin' together

Cruise with me baby
Cruise

Baby let's cruise
Let's flow, let's glide
Ooooh let's open up, & go inside
& if you want it you got it forever
I can just stay there inside you
& love you baby,

Let the music, take your mind
Just release & you will find
You're gonna fly (away)
Yeah, I'm glad you're going my way
I love it, when we're cruisin together
The music is played for love,
Cruisin' is made for (love)
I love it, I love it, I love it
You're gonna fly away
Yeah, glad you're going my way
I love it when we're cruisin' together
(The music is played for love)
It's love music
(Cruisin' is made for love)
...& fade

- Gwyneth Paltrow & Huey Lewis : Cruisin' OST Duets

posted by h a fiz a @ 9:41 PM 0 comments

wish i

entah eh, macam da malas gitu.

posted by h a fiz a @ 3:17 PM 0 comments

sink ships

i don't get it sometimes.
life's just like that.

and the day is saved thanks to the powerpuff girls.

i just feel like laughing.
hehehe.

posted by h a fiz a @ 4:36 PM 0 comments